Вопрос по английскому языку:

Помогите перевести,пожалуйста,очень надо(если что-это текст песни)
Везде искала перевод,но не нашла.
Дам 40 баллов(самые последние отдаю)
вот текст:
Give me everything good
I throw it away
I wish I could quit
But I can't stand the shakes
Choking on smoke
Singing your praise
But I think there's a god and he hears
Either way
I rejoice
And complain
I never know what to say

But I think there's a god and he hears
Either way
And I rejoice
And complain
Lift my voice
That I was made
And somebody's listening at night
The ghost of my friends
When I pray
Asking why did you let them leave and then make me stay
Knows my name and all of my hideousness mistakes
I rejoice